January 25 2021 - Conversion of St. Paul - The Humility to Change

 Often we think of conversion as going from a wicked life to a good life, a sinful life to a righteous life.  Many saints did experience that type of conversion: St. Augustine converted from a life of debauchery, theft, violence, and vandalism, to a life of holiness.  Before their conversion to Christ St. Matthew the Apostle was an extortionist, St. Camillus de Lellis was a Con Man, St. Columba started a war, St. Christopher was said to have worshipped the devil, and even St. Francis of Assisi speaks of a youth wasted in sinful behavior.

St. Paul’s conversion initially looks this way.  He did after all go from a life of persecuting and killing Christians to a life of promoting Christianity and making new Christians. Yet, from his youth St. Paul sought after holiness through rigorous adhesion to the Mosaic law. And so, he devoted himself to persecuting and killing Christians because this is what he believed the law demanded.  After all, the early Christians were a Jewish sect who claimed that Jesus was the long awaited for Divine Messiah. To Paul, like to the scribes and Pharisees who condemned the Lord to death for his claim of Divinity, the Christian claim was blasphemous and deserving of death.

But on the road to Damascus, in the middle of his fury, all that changed.  The Risen Christ appeared to Paul, and shone a ray of his divine light into the darkness of Paul’s mind.  “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting”. 

The Lord revealed to Paul that He wasn’t simply a dead criminal who started some heretical sect.  He was risen. He was alive.  What the Church actually said about Jesus was true. And to persecute the would mean to deny and persecute Him.

At that moment, though, Paul still had a choice—to kneel before the Lord would mean to turn from his former way of life, he would have to call brother and those whom he persecuted and risk the same hostility of the jewish authorities that had impelled him. 

Paul had to admit that he was wrong about who Jesus really is and what holiness actually consists of. Paul exhibited the humility that is required of every Christian, the willingness to turn away from all that is not of Christ in order to pursue Him more faithfully.  To leave behind even house, family, lands, and possessions, if it means coming to possess the truth, the pearl of great price, the gift of salvation through Christ.

May the example and heavenly intercession of St. Paul, help us to practice the humility, courage, and fortitude necessary to experience the conversion and holiness the Lord desires for each one of us, that we may be every more faithful to the Lord’s great commission  to “Go into the whole world and proclaim the Gospel to every creature,” for the glory of God and salvation of souls.

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That our bishops may be graced with Saint Paul’s zeal in preaching and teaching the Word of God. Let us pray to the Lord.

That our parish may build up missionary disciples equipped for the sharing of the Gospel. Let us pray to the Lord.

For the conversion of all hardened sinners and all persecutors of the faith, that the Lord may touch their hearts and remove the blindness from their eyes. Let us pray to the Lord.

For all who have suffered as a result of violence or abuse, all of the sick and suffering, especially victims of natural disaster, poverty, and addiction, may they be comforted and supported by God’s healing love. Let us pray to the Lord.

For our departed loved ones and all of the souls in purgatory, and for N. for whom this Mass is offered. Let us pray to the Lord.

Incline your merciful ear to our prayers, we ask, O Lord, and listen in kindness to the supplications of those who call on you. Through Christ our Lord