The story of the man born blind comes just a few chapters
after last Sunday’s Gospel, the story of the woman at the well. Last week, we
heard of the woman estranged from her community, going from one assumably
failed marriage to the next, estranged from her God. Yet, Jesus comes into the
messiness of her life, and offers her a drink of the life-giving waters that
well up to eternal life. Her story is our story. Jesus doesn’t wait for our
lives to be perfect, he enters into the messiness of our lives, and offers us
water to drink—and sends us out to offer that life-giving water to others.
In the Gospel today, we heard of the man born blind. His story, also, is our story. Each of us
struggles with some amount of spiritual blindness. We don’t see as we should. We don’t see our neighbor as we should, we
don’t see our God as we should, we don’t see ourselves as we should, we don’t
see the changes we need to make in our lives, in the patterns of our speech and
behavior, as we should. As Jesus offered
sight to the blind man at the pool of siloam, so too, He offers sight to us, as
well.
Jesus Christ came to restore sight to the spiritually blind,
and so by the light of Christ, we are now able live in the light of the truth,
not only avoiding those behaviors and attitudes that are harmful to our souls,
but seeing how good it is to live virtuously. Spiritual sight helps us to be
ever-more attentive to the needs of the suffering, so that we may come to their
aid. Spiritual sight even enables us to see ourselves as God sees us, as sons
and daughters worth dying for.
The ancient theologian Origen said, “to be holy is to see
with the eyes of Christ.” “To be holy is
to see with the eyes of Christ.”
Here’s an illustration from my own life. During the semester
I studied in Rome, I attended several masses at St. Peter’s basilica. Pope St.
John Paul II was Pope, and the basilica would often be packed with those hoping
to get close to the saintly Holy Father. During Holy Week that year, I went to
St. Peter’s for the Chrism mass at which the Pope blesses the holy oils for the
upcoming year. I got there very early so that I could get a good seat, and I
found myself right on the aisle, where the Pope would be processing up to the
altar.
This was in 2004, and the Pope’s health was not great, but
he walked up the aisle that day, and I tell you, for a moment, the saint and I
locked eyes. And it was if I was looking right into the eyes of Jesus. This
spiritual light emanated from the eyes of the Pope. And I felt seen by God, and
loved, and confirmed in my vocation. It was so beautiful. I saw the love of
Jesus in the Pope’s eyes—a love that was for me and for all. He was truly a
saint, for he “saw with the eyes of Christ”, as Origen said, which are eyes of
love.
And that’s the goal for all of us: to be so filled with the
light of God, the peace of God, the wisdom of God, the compassion of God, that
we see with the eyes of Christ. But that only happens when we allow ourselves
to be washed, and cleansed, healed and anointed.
When people look into your eyes, what do they see?
Harshness, criticism, rash judgment, annoyance? Or do they see patience? Do
they see welcome and understanding? Do they see someone who will calmly lead
them to the God? If not, why not?
What has yet to be healed in you, so that the light of God
can be seen in your eyes? What spiritual blindness is causing you to see not
with the eyes of Christ, but with the eyes of the world—the cold, calculating,
critical, self-interested eyes of the world? Do you see others as
inconveniences or people God has put into your life for you to love?
When we seek to see Christ in others, they will see Christ
in us. That was certainly true for the other saintliest group people I have
ever met, the missionary sisters of charity, the order of consecrated religious
sisters founded by St. Mother Theresa.
I told this story during my first weekend as pastor, how
each Friday, when I lived in Rome I would volunteer at the missionary sisters
of charity men’s homeless shelter.
Each week, a group of us seminarians and college students were blessed to work along the sisters in their care for the homeless. And it was always so powerful to be serving alongside these holy woman. Each one of the sisters had this beautiful Christ-like light in their eyes. For their charism was to see Christ in others, and to serve the poorest of the poor as they would serve Christ himself.
We would
assist with serving breakfast to the homeless men, and helping the sisters do
the laundry. Since Mother Theresa didn’t believe in modern conveniences like
electric washing machines, this meant washing the homeless men’s clothing,
soiled sheets and towels on old fashioned scrub boards.
One Friday, during Lent, one of the seminarians asked one of
the sisters, “Sister, are you ready for Easter?” And in all seriousness she
replied, “No, I still have much dying to do.” And she was probably one of the
most joyful people I had ever met. “No, I still have much dying to do”. Here
was a woman who lived every day in what appeared to be total- selflessness—no
possessions, no comforts, spending her days washing soiled sheets and washing
the grime off of the homeless. Yet she said, “I still have much dying to do.”
I think about her words quite a bit. For, I know that her
words contain one of the most important lessons: that without dying to self,
without learning to see with eyes purified by the salve of Christ, we will
never have real joy.
On the fourth Sunday of Lent—Laetare Sunday—the priest vests
in rose-colored vestments, the color of dawn's first light before sunrise. The
liturgical color, rose, symbolizes joyful anticipation for easter—signaling that
easter joy is on the horizon. And, yet at the half way point of Lent, it is a
reminder that if we want to see that joy, we still have much dying to do.
Our Lenten prayer, fasting, and almsgiving, our Lenten
repenting, our Lenten penances, our Lenten confessions are aimed at helping us
to die to self that we may see rightly. “Blessed are the pure of heart, for
they shall see God”.
From what do I still need to be purified? What impurity is
still rooted in me so deeply that I don’t even detect it? Or what impurity am I
afraid to acknowledge because of the change that will be demanded of me if it
is healed?
To remain in spiritual darkness is to be deprived of joy.
There are none so blind than those who choose not to see, and they are quite
joyless as well.
But, the Lord wishes
that joy may be in us and joy may be in abundance. So may we not be afraid to
expose the darkest parts of our lives to the light of the Lord, to allow him to
heal us, to fill us with light, to help us to see with His eyes and joyfully
love with his heart, for the glory of God and the salvation of souls.

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