As we draw closer to the great celebration of Christmas, and
as the days of the year grow darker, we honor St. John of the Cross, especially
known for his writing about the journey to God through the darkness.
There are times in every spiritual journey where it seems
the brightness of God’s closeness sustains us and strengthens us—when it is
easy to pray, delight to pray. But there are also times of inevitable dryness,
where the God seems far away, distant, even absent.
In St. John of the Cross’ most famous work, his mystical
poem, “The Dark Night of the Soul”, he describes the Christian soul going
through a period of extreme dryness in prayer.
But such dryness isn’t proof that God is absent, rather, God allows the
period of dryness, in order for the soul to persevere, to grow in faith, and to
be free from false images and false gods.
In those last few centuries before the birth of Christ,
Israel was going through a particular “dark night of the soul”; many thought
that God had abandoned his people, and asked, “where was the messiah whom God
had promised?” There longing and waiting lasted centuries. Biblical figures
like St. John the Baptist, Simeon & Anna, Zechariah & Elizabeth, the
three wise men, the poor shepherds, and of course, Mary & Joseph, show us
that there was a faithful remnant who did not despair, but maintained hope in a
savior.
So too on every spiritual journey, when God seems distant, when
the hardships grow great, we see the brokenness of the world, and so many
people falling away from the Church, instead of losing hope, we must recommit
ourselves to trusting in him, that God allows us to go through the spiritual
trial, in order that our faith, hope, and love may be grow.
In the Gospel today, the religious authorities did not
recognize Jesus’ identity. They could
not accept the fact that God could come in the form of a poor itinerant
preacher. Another lesson from John of
the Cross is that God often comes in ways that we have not known him in the
past. God allows the dark night, that we
can know the joy of experiencing him in a new and unexpected way.
Yes, there are dry times when we must simply persevere in
prayer, but we must also be open to new experiences of God, of deepening or
expanding our prayer life, of being open to discovering God in service. Advent
involves openness to both experiences: persevering in the tried-and-true
spiritual practices, and also openness to new ways, reaching out in new ways to
the poor, to those in need.
Because the dark night can lead to an ever deeper experience
of God, John of the Cross wrote, “O night, that was more loving than the rising
sun, o night, which joined the lover, to the beloved one”.
In periods of darkness, dryness, when abounding are the
reasons to lose hope, let us recommit our trust in God, that our faith, hope,
and love may be strengthened, that we may be made worthy of the kingdom of
heaven, for the glory of God and salvation of souls.
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