The Holy Father’s words, written 15 years ago already, are so poignant. For we, like the disciples are on a sort of journey these days, aren’t we. A journey not of physical distance, but of spiritual depth, a journey, for many of us, made in isolation, at least from first glance.
This beautiful passage urges us to consider, how has the Lord remained with us during these days of quarantine, and how have we sought to remain with him. How has the Lord been journeying with us, breaking the Scriptures open for us, breaking Bread with us? How has he wished to set our hearts afire?
Our Gospel, I believe is quite comforting, because consider the initial experience of these disciples on the road. Notice, there were walking away from Jerusalem. On easter Sunday, they were walking away from the victory, away from the resurrection, away from the Good News, away from the community of Apostles, away from the Church. And they were walking away not because they were these big terrible sinners, either. It’s not like they had fallen to depravity or immorality. They were walking away, they were fleeing Jerusalem because of what happened on Good Friday. They were scared. Their faith was week. They didn’t get it. They couldn’t believe that God could bring victory out of something as tragic as the terrible event on mount calvary. So they gave up. In a sense, they are experiencing hell. The hell of believing that God is dead, that God has not and cannot save them.
But into this sort of hell, Jesus breaks into their lives, the Lord appears as if out of nowhere. Jesus breaks into their lives, just like he broke into locked upper room, as we heard last week. And the Lord begins to speak Good News to them about, he interprets the Scriptures, and deepens their understanding of what God accomplished on Good Friday, he explains that Good Friday was a victory, not a defeat. And I think this Gospel is so comforting, for it reveals how one does not necessarily need to have perfect faith or perfect understanding in order to encounter Jesus Christ, in order to have him set our hearts on fire. God can break in to confusion and doubt and failure and bring fire and light and truth.
This resonates with us, doesn’t it…that the encounter with Jesus Christ doesn’t always occur in the brightness of day, in the experience of joy and certainty. Rather, the encounter with Jesus often occurs in the experience of darkness and sadness and shadow and fear. The risen Lord is more powerful than these experiences. He is able to meet us where we are in order to lead us to Communion with Him and to Holiness.
And for many of us right now, there is darkness and isolation and fear. We, like the disciples may even be questioning, where is God in all this? How can we believe in God’s victory when the innocent suffer and pestilence spreads? How can we believe in Easter glory when loved ones die and the economy trembles and quakes?
As Christians, we don’t have to pretend that sometimes our faith is not tested. Darkness and shadow will often test our faith. We like the disciples are often poor wayfarers: bewildered and dejected men, sorrowing and not quite knowing what to think, not quite knowing what to do with their lives. But in this experience, we need to turn to the Lord all the more, and pray like the disciples, mane nobiscum, domine, stay with us lord.
This whole encounter on the road to Emmaus gives us a wonderful model for the daily prayer we need during these trying times.
First the disciples encounter Jesus as a stranger. We need to open the scriptures, daily, as strange as they might seem, and begin to read.
Secondly, the disciples listen to Jesus explain the scriptures. As you read the scriptures, ask the Lord to help you understand them, how they apply to his life, and how they can apply to yours.
Next, the disciples share their burdens with Jesus. So too, share with the Lord your fears and temptations, angers and confusion.
But then, listen to the Lord some more, allow him to share his wisdom. Go back to the scriptures, look for guidance, look for hope. Every passage of Scripture in some way points to Him. You don’t have to have a degree in Scripture in order to pray with Scripture and encounter the Lord through the Scriptures. So give it a shot. These days, what do you have better to do?
As you grow in the practice of prayer, you will notice the Lord is with you, His light is shining in your life now, he’s been with you all this time.
So, don’t be afraid, these days of quarantine to seek that encounter with the Lord, to turn off the television, especially to skip the fearmongering from the mainstream media, to seek that heart changing, faith igniting encounter with the Risen Lord Jesus in prayer, that the light of the Resurrection may banish all sadness and shadow in your life for the glory of God and salvation of souls.